Coffee and Time

I picked the wrong month to quit drinking.

The worse part about it is that I didn't come up with a new coping mechanisms first. Alcohol was the solution...

Coffee helps. I can get that manic high when everything is possible if I only had enough time. Sitting on the couch about to doze off. So much potential... wasted.

Naps are grand. I'm a semi-professional napper. I can pound out a twenty minute nap and arrive on the other side ready to seize the day... again.

A great man passed. I had never met him, yet I knew him. It makes no sense that he's gone. It doesn't seem possible. Now I don't know what to do with this misaligned loss. There's no "How To" guide on this sort of shit. I guess I'll just carry on and process it little by little until it finally sinks in.

Can I get a refill on this coffee...